Forever and Never

(Intro — Spoken, soft)

Yeah…

I still love you…

But you broke me.

This pain don’t leave, nah…

(Hook — Melodic)

I’ll love you forever but we’ll never be the same

You played with my heart like it’s just another game

Gave you all of me, but you threw it all away

Now I’m drownin’ in my feelings, tryna numb this pain

(Verse 1)

I gave you my trust, you gave me your lies

Said you had my back but I’m bleedin’ inside

Every late-night call, every tear I would hide

Guess I was blind, girl, I should’ve read the signs

We was supposed to ride ‘til the wheels fall off

But you switched up, cold heart, cut me off

Had me out here fightin’ demons, losin’ sleep

Love ain’t supposed to hurt this deep

I held you down when nobody else would

Treated you better than anyone could

But you disrespected me, broke all the rules

Made me feel like a joke, like a goddamn fool

(Hook — Melodic)

I’ll love you forever but we’ll never be the same

You played with my heart like it’s just another game

Gave you all of me, but you threw it all away

Now I’m drownin’ in my feelings, tryna numb this pain

(Verse 2)

I still remember all the nights we stayed up late

Talkin’ ‘bout forever, dreamin’ ‘bout our fate

Now I’m lookin’ at the ceiling, tryna suffocate

The memories of us that I can’t erase

You said I was different, said I was the one

Now I’m left in the dark, guess you found someone

Guess all of the love that I gave wasn’t enough

Guess all of my pain made you give it all up

But I still pray you happy even though you did me wrong

Even though my chest heavy, even though my heart gone

I can’t hate you, nah, that ain’t in my blood

But the pain that you caused me, girl, it’s deep as it was

(Bridge — Spoken, emotional)

I ain’t even mad at you…

I’m mad at me…

For lovin’ you harder than you ever loved me back.

(Hook — Melodic, final)

I’ll love you forever but we’ll never be the same

You played with my heart like it’s just another game

Gave you all of me, but you threw it all away

Now I’m drownin’ in my feelings, tryna numb this pain

(Outro — Faded)

Yeah… forever…

But never again.