(Intro – sung/rap)
Yeah… ohhh, yeah
I been hurt so much, I don’t feel no more
Pour my pain in this cup, let it overflow
Voices in my head won’t let me go
I’m tryna fly, but I'm fallin’ slow…
(Verse 1)
I been poppin’ pills, but they don’t heal the pain,
Tryna numb my brain, all I feel is rain.
People say they love me, but it don’t feel the same,
Heart full of holes, who can I blame?
I gave my all to people who just walked out,
Now I’m talkin’ to the ceiling with the lights out.
I miss the old me, I don’t know me now,
I’m a ghost in my skin, tryna make it out.
(Chorus)
I feel so empty inside (inside)
Tryna run, but there’s nowhere to hide (to hide)
Lost my soul in the middle of the night
Now I’m fightin’ demons just to stay alive.
Tears fall, but I laugh out loud
No one sees when I’m breakin’ down
I smile when I really wanna cry
Guess I’m just good at tellin’ lies.
(Verse 2)
Fast car, but I’m movin’ on E
Fans love me, but I can’t love me
Gold chains, but my heart still bleed
Wake up every day, still feelin' empty.
All this fame just a mask for the hurt,
Diggin’ through the past, tryna find my worth.
Every song I write is a cry for help,
But they vibe to the beat, never hear what I felt.
(Chorus)
I feel so empty inside (inside)
Tryna run, but there’s nowhere to hide (to hide)
Lost my soul in the middle of the night
Now I’m fightin’ demons just to stay alive.
Tears fall, but I laugh out loud
No one sees when I’m breakin’ down
I smile when I really wanna cry
Guess I’m just good at tellin’ lies.
(Outro – melodic)
So if I leave tonight, don’t cry for me,
Just know I tried to find some peace…
My heart was loud, but no one heard me scream,
Now I’m floatin' somewhere in between…