Mental State

Riding through the streets, nobody here but me laughing and crying about what could I be.

Hey baby don’t you leave I still need someone to comfort me.

A lil talk about the birds and bee, your like a gust of wind blows through the trees.

I love the way you tease, you’re the only reason I believe.

I know I fucked up when I crashed the car but that was the wrong kind of love by far.

I had a feeling that it wouldn’t last.

Now I’m sitting here still trying to get past all this shit, hopefully it’ll go by fast.

Putting the past behind so I can cast a new light with this life of mine even though it’s on borrowed time.

Who can stop me when I can’t stop me..?

Who would love me when I don’t love me..?

All the sudden now I can’t breathe.

I’m suffocating mentally..

(Mentally)

I’ll be alright, yeah I’ll be fine.

I know it’ll be tight but I’ll squeeze by.

I got a lil medicine for tonight to get me high but it won’t stop me from crying.

Always feel like I’m dying.

Having troubles with living.

My feelings I’ll keep hiding.

My mental state is so fucked.

I hesitate to rise above.

They instigate me to take my own life and convince me it was right.

So I just keep riding through the streets, nobody here but me still laughing and crying about what could I be.

Hey baby don’t you leave I really need someone to comfort me.

A lil talk about the birds and bee, your like a gust of wind blows through the trees.

I just love the way you tease, you’re the only reason I believe.

I’ll always believe if you promise to stick with me.

Make it a life long deed cuz I’m in need of structure for myself but without no wealth I’ll struggle to maintain my health.

The down falls of having help with the loss of being in hell makes this life a tragic tail.

No one truly care what brought you here.

(Oooooooooooo)

(Oooooooooooo)

(Uh, uh, uh)

(Shhhhhhh)

Be quiet as I try to put this logic into action.

I’m starving for attention as I’m thinking in detention.

All the things I wouldn’t mention cuz I’m scared of the reactions I’d get from the people searching for a reason why things happen.

Speaking in riddles leads to entrapment

Locked in a cage drains your experience.

Faded for days lost in the oblivion.

Let’s star gaze for our excitement.

(Oooooooooo)

(Oooooooooo)

(Medicine in you)