Verse 1 (melody):
Yeah, I drifted somewhere far inside,
Couldn’t feel a thing though I really tried.
My heart went quiet like it shut me out,
Left with the silence and a shadow of doubt.
Pre-Chorus:
I’m not okay, but I keep on moving,
Even when the pain stops proving.
Chorus:
Hope only hurts when you can’t feel a spark,
When you’re wide awake, living like you’re stuck in the dark.
I’m lost, but I’m still trying to rise,
Even when the tears won’t come from my eyes.
Rap Verse:
Yeah—
I’ve been walking through the fire but I feel so cold,
Nothing in my chest, just a heart on hold.
Every dream slipping right out my hand,
But I stand up shaky, still tryna expand.
They told me pain means you’re alive, but no—
I feel nothing, barely even glow.
But maybe this numbness is armor now,
I’m tryna rebuild, just don’t know how.
Bridge:
Thought I would break, but I bend instead,
Tryna wake up a soul that feels dead.
Chorus (repeat):
Hope only hurts when you can’t feel a spark…
Outro:
Even if I’m numb, I’ll keep climbing slow,
One day I’ll feel something — I just don’t know.