Ain’t nobody can stop me or gonna stop me i am a high top level man haha if u ain’t at my level then fuck off i got my purple drank in my right hand imma have a full bank and tank i get so high i can’t see
but it helps me feel normal but whats normal when nobody cares about your suffering no i ain’t buffing just tryna vent to people who won’t listen how am i supposed to feel better if nobody wants to hear me out
but they always say ion wanna hear it cuz i got my own problems but yet they act like they got there shit figured out how can i get better on my own oh wait its called talking to myself since it seems like that is the only person who will listen to me its ok i got these demons who turn tables on me when something happens but i am sorry you ain’t wanting to hear me out
but thats ok i been living life without a good reason to vent about anything i hide my feelings and emotions cuz i am not in the right mind to talk i cant explain a whole lot about why i am today but people have fucked me over and turned tables on me
i am trying to live freely but these thoughts and bad decisions make me look like a really bad person but i am in love with your flaws and sins time heals slow and hard depending on the situation you are in but you can always get through it if you just let go of the past if you care show it if you love me show if i am important then make me feel like i am i ain’t gonna waist time trying to get the important stuff done i don’t know what is going on inside my head help me escape from my head i come from a family that never cared i am independent i fight battles everyday back and forth my brain turns into an empty space i wish i could just be a good person good friend good son good brother good boyfriend good worker i did some evil shit in my life addiction caught up with me i was a hardcore alcoholic and druggy and now i’m sober but that shit affected me
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