hear me out

Listen in the moment hear me when i am in motion tryna fix myself day by day but this stress is weighing me down yea i just hope that the end of this stress is almost done and gone the problems that i have caused have really affected me and the people around me what am i doing wrong in this moment i have a desire something to look forward to seeing the future ahead wanting to succeed farther but i haven’t made it far enough i feel like i am failing falling trying to pick myself up again but i keep falling back down can’t back down gotta get myself together i don’t know how to feel about myself feeling like i need to surrender the pain i keep causing

all the issues i have going on in my head yea i am stuck in my head can’t run can’t hide

gotta keep chasing my goal gotta reach them gotta seek a new way of life a new way of living life

yea gotta stop this feeling gotta stop this thinking gotta keep going gotta keep pushing i know i will make it through the morning but

its not so easy gotta reach the end of my journey gotta get a new way of being myself no she hasn’t noticed no it ain’t noticeable yea

im tryna change for the better tryna make it out alive tryna make it happen wanna show me what your made of then show me wanna brighten my day then do so no longer care about my past it doesn’t matter to me anymore like it used to people still use my past against me

i ain’t tryna let that bother me fuck that shit it destroyed my way of thinking destroyed the way i felt about myself and others around me i am trying to change that trying to change my life for better not worse gotta find the path to happiness not so easy when you have to go through it all alone