🎵 Title: "I Am Angry" (This Is My Life)
(English version of your full song)
[Intro]
Listen up, they all try to talk
But this is my life — and I won’t change the walk
[Verse 1]
When I was little, I just tried to be good
Always doing my best, like they said I should
But my mama looked away, and my dad was gone
And everything I felt just kept dragging on
People smiled, but I was fighting inside
They saw a grin, but I was trying to hide
Couldn’t be myself, couldn’t say “I’m mad”
No one ever heard me, and that felt so bad
[Chorus]
I am angry, angry
I don’t smile with you too
Don’t tell me I’m happy
’Cause that ain’t even true
I am angry, angry
Every day’s a fight
The only one I laughed with
Is gone into the night
[Verse 2]
They said I’d fail, said I wouldn’t go far
But I fight, I fall, and I scream to the stars
My cousin, my brother, my number one friend
We called each other family — until the end
We were tight like twins, always side by side
But now I’m alone, just trying to survive
They all still say: “You’re always so bright”
But inside it’s thunder, and nothing feels right
[Verse 3 – your words]
Some people know a bit about me
But I should’ve just told it honestly
I got ADHD — that don’t make me wrong
But life with this pain? It’s been hard all along
You think I’m sweet? You say you care?
But nah, man, I know what’s really there
Everyone yelling, no one really heard
No love, no patience, not a single word
[Bridge – your voice, real and raw]
If you’re so happy, go be happy in peace
Don’t tell me how to feel, just let me release
If you say: “Glad I’m not as angry as you”
Then stay out my life, I don’t need that too
My life is anger, not built just for jokes
If you care about me, then speak — not provoke
But if you can’t handle how deep it can go
Then leave me alone, and let my truth show
[Chorus]
I am angry, angry
I don’t smile with you too
Don’t tell me I’m happy
’Cause that ain’t even true
I am angry, angry
Every day’s a fight
The only one I laughed with
Is gone into the night
[Final Bridge – strong and true]
They acted like I was worthless, not worth the view
So now I say straight up: f*** all of you
For every time I screamed with no voice to hear
For every lonely tear, for every hidden fear
[Outro]
Now I only smile
With the ones I trust deep
And you were that, my cousin
I miss you — I weep 💔
I love you forever, neef...
Rest in peace. 🕊️❤️💝👋😎 Lobi.