[Verse 1]
I saw your name on my screen
And my chest went cold
You got that easy way
Of breaking what I hold
I should hate your hands
For the way they let me fall
But I still catch myself
When you call
You did me dirty, babe
Left me with the stain
Now I’m mad as hell
Still say your name
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m angry, I’m bitter
I’m trying to quit ya
But my heart keeps leaning
Like it knows your shape
I say “let it go”
Then I take it back
'Cause even in the dark
You’re the one I miss
[Chorus]
I hate that I want you
I hate that I do
You broke me open
And I still run to you
I hate that I want you
I hate that I do
You could never be mine
Still, I’m caught on you
(I hate that I want you)
(Still, I’m caught on you)
[Verse 2]
You left me with the pieces
On a floor I can’t forget
Made your mess so pretty
That I wear it like regret
Friends say “girl, move on”
Like it’s simple, like it’s clean
But they don’t know the war
That you keep in me
You were never safe
You were never kind
Still I hear your voice
When I close my eyes
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m angry, I’m bitter
I’m trying to quit ya
But my heart keeps leaning
Like it knows your shape
I say “let it go”
Then I take it back
'Cause even in the dark
You’re the one I miss
[Chorus]
I hate that I want you
I hate that I do
You broke me open
And I still run to you
I hate that I want you
I hate that I do
You could never be mine
Still, I’m caught on you
(I hate that I want you)
(Still, I’m caught on you)
[Bridge]
Maybe I’m smarter
Than the way I’m acting
Maybe I’m stronger
Than this midnight craving
But if you came back
I know what I’d do
I’d look at the damage
Then reach for you
[Chorus]
I hate that I want you
I hate that I do
You broke me open
And I still run to you
I hate that I want you
I hate that I do
You could never be mine
Still, I’m caught on you
(I hate that I want you)
(Still, I’m caught on you)