Verse 1
In the middle of the ocean, in the midst of change
Waves keep crashing through me, nothing feels the same
Chaos in my head, my body’s out of line
Purpose in the distance like a shoreline I can’t find
I’m so tired I feel my edges starting to unglue
Like the weight of my whole world is pressing, breaking through
Trying to stay grounded with no solid ground in sight
Trying to breathe slowly while my chest is holding tight
Pre-Chorus
But somewhere in this darkness, there’s a flicker I can’t fake
A tiny, steady whisper saying, “You are allowed to break.”
Chorus
I need peace, I need You in this storm
I need a place where all this hurt can be transformed
I need guidance when I can’t see the shore
I need You… and I need me even more
In the middle of all this, with nothing feeling sure
Hold me till I remember I can make it through this blur
Verse 2
Grief moves like an ocean, coming in and then it fades
I’m fine and then I’m crying, hit by unexpected waves
Thinking of the one who always made the room feel light
Here one moment, full of plans… gone in a single night
There were tickets on the table, summers sketched in careful lines
All the little, quiet futures we had circled in our minds
Now the dates and destinations echo softly in my chest
And we’re here with all the questions and the life they never finished best
Pre-Chorus
I don’t know why this happened or what any of it means
But I know they’d find a way somehow to try to lift our grief.
Chorus
I need peace, I need You in this storm
I need a place where all this hurt can be transformed
I need guidance when I can’t see the shore
I need You… and I need me even more
In the middle of all this, with nothing feeling sure
Hold me till I remember I can make it through this blur
Bridge
My mind and body disagree on what is real and true
My heart is full of questions, but my soul is reaching You
If there’s purpose in this breaking, I can’t see it from down here
So I’m laying down my answers, I just need You to be near
Teach me how to stay right here, one breath at a time
When the past and all the futures try to hijack my mind
Remind me I’m not failing just because I feel this pain
I’m a human in the mystery, trying to stand up in the rain
Final Chorus
I need peace, I need You in this storm
I need a place where all this love and loss belong
I need guidance when I can’t see the shore
I need You… and I need me even more
In the middle of all this, if I have to walk unsure
Just don’t let me walk it alone… and I know I’ll endure.
Eduardo_Javier
