When you left

I met you when my world was cracked in two

Barely standing, didn’t know what to do

You talked to me like I still had light

Like I was more than a losing fight

Late night messages, saving my days

You knew all my scars, all my ways

I thought maybe this time it’s real

You made me remember how it feels

I was drowning, you pulled me near

You felt like home when nothing was clear

I never asked for forever or more

Just didn’t expect to lose you this way before

Now I’m blocked without a goodbye

No warning signs, no last reply

You were special, at least to me

Guess I was never what you’d see

I keep asking myself why

What I did, what went wrong inside

You were someone I held so close

But I guess I cared the most

I replay every word we said

Every laugh, every tear I shed

Trying to find the moment I failed

The sentence that broke what we had built

You said I mattered, you said “I’m here”

Now silence is all I hear

I trusted you with my broken heart

Didn’t know disappearing was your part

I was healing in your arms

Didn’t know I’d cause you harm

Or maybe I was just a phase

Something you’d erase

Now I’m blocked without a goodbye

No explanation, no reason why

You were special, my safe place

Now I can’t even see your face

I keep asking myself why

What I did, what scared you away

You were someone I’d never replace

But I was easy to erase

Maybe I loved too deep, too fast

Maybe you weren’t meant to last

But you don’t know what it means to me

To lose you in this silence, suddenly

I was at my lowest when you came

You left me there, but not the same

Now I carry you everywhere

Even though you’re never there

I’m blocked without a goodbye

Still checking my phone at night

You were special, at least to me

Guess that’s not how you felt about me

If you ever wonder where I went

I stayed right here with what we meant

You disappeared, I stayed the same

Still loving you without your name