I met you when my world was cracked in two
Barely standing, didn’t know what to do
You talked to me like I still had light
Like I was more than a losing fight
Late night messages, saving my days
You knew all my scars, all my ways
I thought maybe this time it’s real
You made me remember how it feels
I was drowning, you pulled me near
You felt like home when nothing was clear
I never asked for forever or more
Just didn’t expect to lose you this way before
Now I’m blocked without a goodbye
No warning signs, no last reply
You were special, at least to me
Guess I was never what you’d see
I keep asking myself why
What I did, what went wrong inside
You were someone I held so close
But I guess I cared the most
I replay every word we said
Every laugh, every tear I shed
Trying to find the moment I failed
The sentence that broke what we had built
You said I mattered, you said “I’m here”
Now silence is all I hear
I trusted you with my broken heart
Didn’t know disappearing was your part
I was healing in your arms
Didn’t know I’d cause you harm
Or maybe I was just a phase
Something you’d erase
Now I’m blocked without a goodbye
No explanation, no reason why
You were special, my safe place
Now I can’t even see your face
I keep asking myself why
What I did, what scared you away
You were someone I’d never replace
But I was easy to erase
Maybe I loved too deep, too fast
Maybe you weren’t meant to last
But you don’t know what it means to me
To lose you in this silence, suddenly
I was at my lowest when you came
You left me there, but not the same
Now I carry you everywhere
Even though you’re never there
I’m blocked without a goodbye
Still checking my phone at night
You were special, at least to me
Guess that’s not how you felt about me
If you ever wonder where I went
I stayed right here with what we meant
You disappeared, I stayed the same
Still loving you without your name