[Verse 1]
Coffee’s gone cold on the table
We’re laughing like nothing can touch us
You’re tracing your name in the sugar
I’m trying to freeze-frame the rush
You’re talking ‘bout streets we ain’t walked yet
I’m nodding like I’m not afraid
But every good thing has an exit
I’m counting the doors in the shade
[Chorus]
I’m so scared of losing everything I’m holding
Every little blessing that I got with you
Kiss me while I’m worried that the sky is folding
I’m praying it stays
But I brace for the break
Loving you is
Loving you is
Learning how to cherish what I know won’t stay
[Verse 2]
You fall asleep during movies
Your hair in a knot on my chest
I catalog every small moment
Like proof that we ever were blessed
You say
“Why you staring like that?”
I laugh and just shake it away
How do I tell you I’m happy
And terrified it will fade?
[Chorus]
I’m so scared of losing everything I’m holding
Every little blessing that I got with you
Kiss me while I’m worried that the sky is folding
I’m praying it stays
But I brace for the break
Loving you is
Loving you is
Learning how to cherish what I know won’t stay
[Bridge]
If all of this ends on a Tuesday night
Half-washed dishes and a porch light
Will I say I loved you right?
(or did I waste time being scared?)
If every sunrise has a closing scene
I still want yours in every memory
Let my fear just ride the backseat
While my hands reach out for you
[Chorus]
I’m so scared of losing everything I’m holding
Every little blessing that I got with you
Kiss me while I’m worried that the sky is folding
I’m praying it stays
But I brace for the break
Loving you is
Loving you is
Learning how to cherish what I know won’t stay
[Chorus]
I’m so scared of losing everything I’m holding (holding)
Every little blessing that I got with you (with you)
Sing it like a promise every time we’re folding
I’m praying it stays
But I’ll love through the ache
Loving you is
Loving you is
Learning how to cherish you
Even as you change