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Yeah... This one goes out to a very special person... Someone who bought a different kind of love I never knew even existed... As the years went on, my choice of friends and choice of work together with the lifestyle that they came with.... the same choices which I stupidly thought I had total control over, was the reason for my downfall, the very reason for my life to change and lose everything that ever meant anything to me ... Just vanished ... And there was nothing I could do to stop it...
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26 years ago you came into my life...
At the time we all lived together yeah your mummy was my wife....
I never in a million years thought one day we'd seperate.
Reality of it hit me once i was left behind the prison gates..
Why I went to prison is another story, I can assure you though in prison I felt most of Allah's Mercy with all His Glory. I studied our religion the whole time I was there.. That connection I had with God i couldn't get anywhere... 2013 your grandma was taken. The news hit me hard, my eyes filled up my.knees were shaking. Allah gave me strength .. the Qur'an I was reading, days went on and the months would follow,.my heart broken for the second time and left alone in sorrow. The first time my heart got broken was when your mum left me my world was frozen... Time was on stand still. Every day went past it felt like it was 4... Most nights I couldn't sleep and when I did i wake up on the floor... I didn't know if I could take it any more, I got real lazy thought I was going crazy, the woman that I loved so much packed up and left me... It was supposed to last for ever, I thought I was so clever, but I had to learn the hard way... NEVER.... SAY..... NEVER
Paşam, oğlum, Ömer Osman koçum...sanmaki hayatınızda ben artık yokum,,, kaç kere istedim , Allah izin vermedi.. bu olanların hepsi bizim kaderimiz bunu böyle yaşamamız gerekirdi..
Tekrar kavuşmak istiyorsak dua edelim. Ellerimizi kaldırıp Allah'tan isteyelim, dua ederken gözlerimizden yaş dökelim...oğlum benim canım benim... Bir bilsen seni ne çok özledim... Zamanı geriye dönderebilsem ayrılığa giden yolu dünyalari verseler istemem. Yapamam edemem. Bunca acıyı tek başıma çekemem. Bir tanem. Canım oğlum , paşam , aslanım Ömer'in . Hasret ile o güzel gözlerinden öperim. Bugün senin doğum günün 26 yaşındasın, son gördüğümde daha çocuktun, şimdi aslan gibi delikanlısın, acaba karşına çıksam beni nasıl karşılarsın? Sövermisin. Sayarmısın , arkanı dönüp bakmazmısın? Aslında ne söylesen... Ne desen sonuna kadar sen" haklısın... Ama şunu bilmeni istiyorum, sen herzaman kalbimde ve herzaman aklımdasın....
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