[Intro]
Hit me today, real slow, real deep
A moment I couldn't outrun, I couldn't keep
Just breathing in the silence, feeling so low
Waiting for a sign, but nobody knows
[Verse 1]
It's the same old cycle, waking up to the gray
Living in shadows where hope fades away
Counting the hours, just trying to survive
Caught in a pause where I can't feel alive
[Pre-Chorus]
Made it through the tears, pushed past the pain
But inside I’m empty, like a windowpane
Stuck between then and what could be
Lost in the middle of nobody’s sea
[Chorus]
I’m not really living, just getting by
Floating in a world that’s grey and dry
Waiting for a light I’ll never see
Just drifting in this no-man’s sea
Whatever comes, I won’t resist
Caught in this fog, wrapped in this mist
Letting life take its stubborn course
On this endless, silent, hollow horse
[Verse 2]
Battered by the echoes of what used to be
A distant shadow, a ghost of me
Tried to fight, tried to feel alive
But I’m just existing, not really alive
[Pre-Chorus]
Made it through the tears, pushed past the pain
But inside I’m empty, like a windowpane
Stuck between then and what could be
Lost in the middle of nobody’s sea
[Chorus]
I’m not really living, just getting by
Floating in a world that’s grey and dry
Waiting for a light I’ll never see
Just drifting in this no-man’s sea
Whatever comes, I won’t resist
Caught in this fog, wrapped in this mist
Letting life take its stubborn course
On this endless, silent, hollow horse
[Bridge]
Maybe tomorrow will bring some change
Maybe I’ll find the strength to rearrange
But for now, I’m just letting go
Sinking slowly, moving slow
[Outro]
Hit me today, I finally see
This is where I was meant to be
Not alive, just existing, plain and free
Waiting for the someday that I can’t foresee