I’m corrupted by vicious addictions ,
Tried to hold on , but my minds slipping in the trenches .
I’m Solo on this ride , funny I wasn’t on my own when I was in the streets getting high .
Obliterated my innocence, kept me elevated and insolent .
I done did some shit I won’t Eva say ,
I got some secrets that I’m taking to the grave .
Deceptions adverse in the eyes of society,
Perceptions accepted, it’s doing shit quietly .
My minds in confinement there’s evil inside of me .
Three three three personalities riding inside of me .
Creep creep creep , neva see em coming
No time for repercussions.
Sleep eat what ? It was unheard of .
Penitentiary cuffs , it was something to run from .
Now I’m convicted In more ways than one ,
Mental instabilities I can’t solve with a gun .
For fear of the next life , shit will keep slicing like a hexed knife .
I’m corrupted by vicious addictions ,
Tried to hold on , but my minds slipping in the trenches .
I’m Solo on this ride , funny I wasn’t on my own when I was in the streets getting high .
Obliterated my innocence, kept me elevated and insolent .
Beautifully scarred on the inside,
Got a thing for cars and I dress nice .
Locked behind bars on no fret time .
Can’t let down my guard without worrying bout the next price .
My vision is blurry muhfucka lemme get my head right .
Heavily sedated , these dragons I keep chasing.
These demons wrapped around me drench my body like a fragrance.
Trying to keep my head above water .
It’s too late to be the perfect daughter for my mother and my father .
I’m corrupted by vicious addictions ,
Tried to hold on , but my minds slipping in the trenches .
I’m Solo on this ride , funny I wasn’t on my own when I was in the streets getting high .
Obliterated my innocence, kept me elevated and insolent .
I went from seeking for shelter ,
Running from chains .
To registered felon,
Struggling to change .
I’m making deals with the devil ,
Striving insane .
I’m corrupted by vicious addictions ,
Tried to hold on , but my minds slipping in the trenches .
I’m Solo on this ride , due to unconscious decisions .
Don’t know why I couldn’t stop gettin high .
Obliterated my innocence, kept me elevated and insolent .