Four years sitting in the passenger side,
Believing every “baby, you’re my ride or die.”
You’d smile at me while your phone lit up,
Late night names I was never enough.
I learned your silence had another tone,
You held me close while hiding your phone.
Now every text notification burns,
Funny how karma always returns.
Pre-Chorus
I used to think love could save somebody,
Now I know love can break somebody too.
Chorus
I hate that I still love you,
After all the lies you put me through.
Four years gone like smoke in the air,
While you whispered promises that were never there.
Cheater, liar, looking me dead in the eyes,
Telling me forever while hiding other girls at night.
Now I’m going through your messages alone,
Heartbreak glowing from a cracked phone.
I loved you hard, you played pretend,
Guess forever found its end.
Verse 2
You said I was crazy for asking why,
But guilty people always weaponize.
Every “who’s that?” turned into a fight,
While you deleted evidence every night.
I remember crying on the bathroom floor,
Still begging for the truth I can’t ignore.
You made me feel like I was hard to love,
While giving pieces of yourself to everyone.
Pre-Chorus
Now your apologies sound rehearsed,
Too late to fix what you made worse.
Chorus
I hate that I still love you,
After all the lies you put me through.
Four years gone like smoke in the air,
While you whispered promises that were never there.
Cheater, liar, looking me dead in the eyes,
Telling me forever while hiding other girls at night.
Now I’m going through your messages alone,
Heartbreak glowing from a cracked phone.
I loved you hard, you played pretend,
Guess forever found its end.
Bridge
And maybe one day I won’t check your name,
Won’t replay every single game.
Maybe one day your memory fades,
Like old screenshots and broken chains.
But tonight your ghost still fills this room,
And I still hear your ringtone too.
Final Chorus
I hate that I still love you,
But I finally see the truth.
Four years taught me what love ain’t,
It ain’t betrayal dressed as faith.
Cheater, liar, you lost something real,
Someone who stayed when you wouldn’t heal.
Now your texts don’t hurt like before,
’Cause I’m finally walking out that door.
You lost me the moment you chose those games,
And I’ll never carry your shame again.