[Verse 1]
I’m wearing these old black jeans
They don’t fit like they did at 19
Same posters on my cracked wall
Same numbers I still don’t call
Haven’t cleaned up in weeks
Smells like sweat and old memories
Scroll my feed but I hate it all
Everybody’s grown while I’m still small
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[Pre-Chorus]
I’m stuck in the past like it’s safer there
Bleach my hair just to not care
Laugh too loud so I won’t cry
Lie to myself that I’m still that guy
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[Chorus]
I’m stuck in 2015
Lost kid chasing dead dreams
But clarity hits me hard
It’s 2025, I’m falling apart
Time don’t wait, it just moves
I’m the ghost in an old room
Flash of now and it burns my eyes
Then I’m back to 2015 in my mind
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[Verse 2]
Same playlist on repeat
Smoke in my lungs, can’t breathe
I talk shit like I’m bulletproof
But I’m older now and that’s the truth
I see my friends with their lives planned
I’m still scribbling in my shaking hands
Never learned how to let things go
Guess I’m scared of what I don’t know
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[Pre-Chorus]
I’m stuck in the past cause it feels like home
Sleeping on floors just to not feel alone
Smile in pics but I’m dead behind
Wishing I could leave that year behind
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[Chorus]
I’m stuck in 2015
Lost kid chasing dead dreams
But clarity hits me hard
It’s 2025, I’m falling apart
Time don’t wait, it just moves
I’m the ghost in an old room
Flash of now and it burns my eyes
Then I’m back to 2015 in my mind
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[Bridge]
Sometimes I see it all so clear
Lines on my face, regrets appear
Drink to forget but it’s no use
The years I lost won’t come back new
I’m screaming at the mirror now
Who the fuck am I anyhow?
Twenty-five or fifteen still
Chasing something I can’t feel
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[Chorus – Final]
I’m stuck in 2015
Lost kid chasing dead dreams
But clarity hits me hard
It’s 2025, I’m falling apart
Time don’t wait, it just moves
I’m the ghost in an old room
Flash of now and it burns my eyes
Then I’m back to 2015 in my mind
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[Outro]
Back and forth, I can’t decide
If I wanna grow up or just hide
Wake up older every time
But I’m stuck in 2015 in my mind
DreamyCow
