Who Am I?

I need time to figure this out

I need time to think I don’t wanna doubt

I know this ain’t me so I gotta ask

Is this who I wanna be? Is this who i’m tryna be?

Who am I?

I’m just tryna find myself

Who am I?

In the lost sea of reality

Who am I?

That’s the #1 question

This therapy session

No time for connections, no no

I been on my own for so long

Even when they’re here i’m all alone

Wanna focus on me, me , me

Gotta focus on me, me, me

I don’t know if I’m alone or lonely

but I gotta find myself and heel slowly

Do you how it feels to feel like nothing or feel so helpless

It feels like hell It’s feel like...hell

It feels like hell, it feels like pain

Caught in a storm I can’t explain

Smile on my face but inside I’m breaking

Laughing out loud but my soul’s just faking

Yeah, I’m tired of pretending I’m fine

Tired of running from my own mind

So I’m cutting through the noise and the lies

Tryna look at myself through my own eyes

Who am I?

More than the trauma and fear

Who am I?

Screaming but no one can hear

Who am I?

Trying to rewrite the story

Take back my name, take back my glory

I’m not there yet but I’m on my way

Each broken piece finding where it should stay

No map, just heart and heavy reflection

Learning self-love ain’t just a suggestion

So I breathe in deep, exhale the doubt

Hold space for the pain and let it out

This ain’t the end, it’s just the start

Of finding light inside the dark

Who am I?

I’m someone worth the healing

Who am I?

I’m done with concealing

Who am I?

Maybe not fully sure

But I’m building a me that’ll finally endure