Incendiary

This is the sound of the weight of my conscious slamming on the cold  hard floor

This is the sound of the footsteps of my dignity sneaking out the backdoor

You were always incendiary

(I’m doused in regret)

And it seems we

burn and get burned in in fires we've set

And we give the most by what we don't take

You were always, my match

(My worst and favorite mistake)

And everything said that you think matters

(Is nothing but whispers in the wind)

Do you feel like your missing out

(If you only knew what was really going on)

If you knew what was happening behind closed doors and curtains

You’d find that nothing’s what you thought it was like.

Nothing Is certain

(Of only that I'm certain)

We think we know everything

But can you see what lies behind

(another’s closed eyes)

You were always incendiary

(I’m doused in regret)

And it seems we

burn and get burned in in fires we've set

And we give the most by what we don't take

You were always, my match

(My worst and favorite mistake)

(Todays current events

The talk of the town is a backstabbing

Every one saw it coming but the victim)

Everyones watching and standing around my cold body

(Brain Dead and rotting)

A part of me died that day and I left it where I lied

(It happened where you lied)

The other part walks among you

(Barely alive, dead inside)

Roll out the red carpet to pave the way for your indecency

Your glitter and sparkle facade allured me into your trap

You were always incendiary

(I’m doused in regret)

And it seems we

burn and get burned in in fires we've set

And we give the most by what we don't take

You were always, my match

(My worst and favorite mistake)

I put my insercurities to bed

But they won't sleep

They keep me up

They keep me restless

I try to walk with my chin held high

But my pride is limping from being thrown around

My voice is tired from screaming and not producing any sound

They say reach for the stars but

My dreams are all tethered to the ground

You were always incendiary

(I’m doused in regret)

And it seems we

burn and get burned in in fires we've set

And we give the most by what we don't take

You were always, my match

(My worst and favorite mistake)

You were always incendiary

(I’m doused in regret)

And it seems we

burn and get burned in in fires we've set

And we give the most by what we don't take

You were always, my match

(My worst and favorite mistake)

We burn and get burned in the fires we’ve set

(You set me alight)

We burn and get burned in the fires we’ve set

(You set me alight)

We burn and get burned in the fires we’ve set

(You set me alight)

(You set me alight)

(You set me alight)

This is the sound of

the weight of my conscious

slamming on the cold  hard floor