Verse 1
I’m falling back into the sleepless nights
Ceiling fan, same prayers, same fights
Thought I was okay but I’m losing ground
All this noise and I can’t shut it down
Everything is piling up on me
Every breath feels like it’s hard to breathe
I tell myself I’ll be alright
But the dark comes fast when I turn off the light
Pre-Chorus
I’m running but I’m standing still
Trying to be strong but my hands still shake
Every time I start to heal
Something in me starts to break
Chorus
When things start falling into place
I stop and question every grace
Like peace is something I don’t deserve
Or calm is just a lesson learned
So I fall to my knees on the floor
Bow my head, can’t fight it anymore
Close my eyes, I pray to God
He didn’t speak, but I felt it hard
Something in me finally relaxed
Like He was saying, “I’ve got your back”
Verse 2
I carry weight I never show
Smile wide but I feel so low
I overthink every little sign
Like happiness is borrowed time
I don’t trust quiet, it feels too thin
Like the storm is waiting to rush back in
I try to breathe, I count to ten
But I’m scared I’m slipping again
Pre-Chorus
I keep my heart on defense
Like hope might disappear
Every good thing makes me tense
Like I should already be prepared
Chorus
When things start falling into place
I stop and question every grace
Like peace is something I don’t deserve
Or calm is just a lesson learned
So I fall to my knees on the floor
Bow my head, can’t fight it anymore
Close my eyes, I pray to God
He didn’t speak, but I felt it hard
Something in me finally relaxed
Like He was saying, “I’ve got your back”
Bridge
Maybe silence isn’t being alone
Maybe faith is learning to let go
Maybe strength ain’t never loud
Maybe love shows up without a sound
I didn’t hear a single word
But my shaking hands stopped hurting
In the quiet, I finally knew
I’m not fighting this on my own
Final Chorus
Even when the nights don’t end
And I’m scared I’m slipping again
I’ll remember how it felt right then
When my heart broke open, not apart
So I’ll fall to my knees once more
Bow my head like I’ve done before
Close my eyes, trust what I felt
When He held me when I couldn’t help myself
No matter how heavy my tracks
I know now… He’s got my back
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