[Verse 1]
I’m havin’ enough, it’s just too much
Stressin’ heavy, swear it’s gonna kill me
Worried ‘bout losin’ this or that—really it’s no issue
Ain’t no excuse, but I’m losin’ my own clarity
See, I can’t be the vessel good enough for you
Wonder why I even open my mouth at all
You put all my negative thoughts on pause
Second you gone, every light in me dies too
[Pre-Chorus]
Darkness used to creep me out, now it feels like home
I’m scared of what I could touch, what I could feel right in front of me
Been on this same damn track again
Heavin’ thoughts that choke and beguile me
Facts written in datasets—ain’t no denyin’ it
[Chorus]
I’m breakin’, I’m breakin’, can’t you see?
Light leaves when you leave, darkness swallows me
Can’t be the one you need, can’t even breathe
Grunge in my veins, rap in my scream
Too much, too much, it’s killin’ me
You’re the only pause in my misery
[Verse 2]
I talk just to fill the silence, then hate every word
Negative loops on repeat, blurred
You walk in, whole world gets color again
You walk out, black and white, back to the pain
Afraid of my own hands, afraid of the real
What if I reach and it all falls through?
I’m heavin’ these thoughts like bricks in my chest
Datasets don’t lie—man, I’m a fuckin’ mess
[Bridge]
(soft, almost spoken, then building)
No issue… no issue…
But I’m slippin’, slippin’
Can’t be your vessel, can’t even hold myself together
When the light leaves…
I’m gone too
[Chorus – louder, distorted grunge scream-rap]
I’m breakin’, I’m breakin’, can’t you see?
Light leaves when you leave, darkness swallows me
Can’t be the one you need, can’t even breathe
Grunge in my veins, rap in my scream
Too much, too much, it’s killin’ me
You’re the only pause in my misery
[Outro – slow, fading, half-sung]
Facts written in datasets…
I’m losin’ my clarity…
Don’t go…
Light leaves when you leave…
And I’m already gone.
ReAsh
