Where Did I Go

*Verse 1*

I woke up this morning

Couldn't find my name

The mirror showed a stranger

Looking just the same

I reached for a memory

It slipped right through my hand

I built a life worth living

Now I can't understand

I used to know this kitchen

I used to know this street

I used to know the seasons

Now I can't find me

*Chorus*

After I'm gone don't say I faded slow

Don't say I went peaceful don't put on a show

I was still in here I was still alive

Fighting through the silence just to survive

I was here I was breathing

Behind these eyes that stopped believing

I didn't leave I was taken room by room

You watched the lights go out

But I was still in bloom

*Verse 2*

Don't talk around me like the room is empty

Don't use that gentle voice

Like grief that comes too early

I know that something's shifting

I feel the edges blur

But somewhere underneath it

I'm still the one I were

*[Chorus]*

*Bridge*

I grieve myself while I'm still standing here

That's the cruelest thing about it

Mourning while I'm near

Some days it lifts and I can almost see it clear

And then it closes over

And the world just disappears

Don't you dare decide I'm gone

Before I'm actually gone

Just let me know I'm not invisible

Just let me feel my name

*Verse 3*

I'm not just a diagnosis

I'm not just what I've lost

I'm every year behind me

Every bridge I ever crossed

I'm in here I'm still in here

Underneath the haze

Don't let the fog convince you

That I'm already erased

*[Chorus]*

*Outro*

Some mornings I wake early

And everything is bright

I remember who I love

I remember getting it right

Hold me in that morning

Not the afternoon

I was here

I was here

I was here before I left the room