[Verse 1]
You left my coat on the chair
Still smells like your hair
I read your last text twice
Then I stare at the air
I been out with the night
Trying to make it go black
Try to bury your name
But it keep coming back
My hand shakes, my mind drifts
I say I'm fine, I lie
Whole room full of people
Still I'm alone inside
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep chasing a fade
But the pain stays awake
Every hit, every sip
Just another mistake
I can’t outrun my head
It keeps dragging me down
I’m right here in the crowd
But I don’t make a sound
[Chorus]
I’m still here, still numb
Still lost, still undone
You gone, and I’m gone
I’m a ghost in my lungs
I’m still here, still numb
Still lost, still undone
You can’t see me now
I’m a ghost in my room
[Verse 2]
I scroll past our pictures
Like they burned in my palm
Every memory cuts
Even when the screen’s off
Friends say “bro, let it go”
Like it’s easy to choose
When my chest got a hole
And I don’t know what to do
I been talking to shadows
They the only ones near
World keep passing me by
Like I never was here
I’m tryna feel something
But the feeling won’t land
All this poison I’ve chased
Still got me in my hands
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep chasing a fade
But the pain stays awake
Every hit, every sip
Just another mistake
I can’t outrun my head
It keeps dragging me down
I’m right here in the crowd
But I don’t make a sound
[Chorus]
I’m still here, still numb
Still lost, still undone
You gone, and I’m gone
I’m a ghost in my lungs
I’m still here, still numb
Still lost, still undone
You can’t see me now
I’m a ghost in my room
[Bridge]
If I call your name now
Would you even hear me?
If I break in this dark
Would the night still keep me?
I been searching my face
In the glass and the smoke
But the boy that you knew
Feels like somebody I broke
[Chorus]
I’m still here, still numb
Still lost, still undone
You gone, and I’m gone
I’m a ghost in my lungs
I’m still here, still numb
Still lost, still undone
You can’t see me now
I’m a ghost in my room