Introspection

Broken thoughts I hide away inside

All of the pain, I buried to hide

Unspoken fears, can't leave them behind

Can’t tell a soul, no matter how hard I try

Every heartbeat feels like a battle cry

Living with memories I can’t deny

What is real? I cannot escape

Can I heal, I give more than I take

Build my walls, strong from scars I've known

Too afraid, to let them see of these broken bones

Those I know, I can never seem to let near

Sharks circling, blood in water they smell the fear

But I want to reach out, break these chains

Feel the light dissolve the pain

Even with the fears inside,

I need you closer, can't hide

Lost in a storm of my mind's design

Paranoia and doubts intertwine

Holding on, but I fear the end

Can you hear the questions I still send?

Will it,

END!?

Ich würd’ alles geben, nur noch einmal geh’n,

Zu ändern, wer ich bin, wer ich steh’n.

Bleib für mich, im ew’gen Leid,

Wie kalter Regen, der in Flammen schreit.

Ein Krieg entfacht tief in mir,

’Ne Fratze, die ich nicht verlier’.

Zerrissen – Herz und Geist entweiht,

Ganz zerbrochen, vom Recht entgleit

But I want to reach out, break these chains

Feel the light dissolve the pain

Even with the fears inside,

I need you closer, can't hide

Lost in a storm of my mind's design

Paranoia and doubts intertwine

Holding on, but I fear the end

Can you hear the questions I still send?

Will it,

END!?

Trauma echoes in my silent screams

Doubt shadows my sweetest dreams

Trying to open but I hide away

Hoping love will find me someday

I’m fragile, but I want to believe

In a love strong enough to leave

The past in the shadows far behind

To heal and find a peace of mind

WILL IT END? (When will it end?)

WIRST DU SEHEN? (Wirst du sehen?)

AM I LOST? (Forever lost)

GIBT ES TROST? (kein Trost)