Introspection

[Intro]
Broken thoughts I hide away inside
All of the pain, I buried to hide 
Unspoken fears, can't leave them behind
Can’t tell a soul, no matter how hard I try

[Bass guitar and bass clarinet interlude] 

[Verse 1]
Every heartbeat feels like a battle cry
Living with memories I can’t deny
What is real? I cannot escape
Can I heal, I give more than I take 

[Verse 2]
[Screaming vocals]
Build my walls, strong from scars I've known
Too afraid, to let them see of these broken bones
Those I know, I can never seem to let near 
Sharks circling, blood in water they smell the fear 

[Pre-Chorus]
[Slow tempo]
But I want to reach out, break these chains
Feel the light dissolve the pain
Even with the fears inside,
I need you closer, can't hide

[Chorus]
Lost in a storm of my mind's design
Paranoia and doubts intertwine
Holding on, but I fear the end
Can you hear the questions I still send?
Will it, 
END!?

[Verse 3]
[Screaming vocals]
Ich würd’ alles geben, nur noch einmal geh’n,
Zu ändern, wer ich bin, wer ich steh’n.
Bleib für mich, im ew’gen Leid,
Wie kalter Regen, der in Flammen schreit.

Ein Krieg entfacht tief in mir,
’Ne Fratze, die ich nicht verlier’.
Zerrissen – Herz und Geist entweiht,
Ganz zerbrochen, vom Recht entgleit

[Slow interlude] 

[Pre-Chorus]
[Slow tempo]
But I want to reach out, break these chains
Feel the light dissolve the pain
Even with the fears inside,
I need you closer, can't hide

[Chorus]
Lost in a storm of my mind's design
Paranoia and doubts intertwine
Holding on, but I fear the end
Can you hear the questions I still send?
Will it, 
END!?

[Bridge]
Trauma echoes in my silent screams
Doubt shadows my sweetest dreams
Trying to open but I hide away
Hoping love will find me someday

[Outro]
I’m fragile, but I want to believe
In a love strong enough to leave
The past in the shadows far behind
To heal and find a peace of mind

[bass guitar solo]

WILL IT END? (When will it end?)

WIRST DU SEHEN? (Wirst du sehen?)

AM I LOST? (Forever lost)

GIBT ES TROST? (kein Trost)

Dark rock, haunting, progressive metal, djent metal, male, bass clarinet, screaming vocals, intense riffs, intense vocal