I've lived this life

i have lived my life and this life hasn't been worth living

Dealing with addiction for 20 long years and all the hustling and people stealing it rarely was me taking anything ,seemed i was always giving

Back to the hood the streets the dealers and the people

That I try to show respect and tried to be loyal

Instead I find my life chaotic and full of turmoil..God has spoken and told me that this life I was given and been living is even still worthy of being forgiven

I sit alone most days most nights these days

Trying to find the way out of this place and the only thing I know i can do is bend a knee and pray.

Oh father, I have ran the streets and made my way waisting what seems to be best part of my life away but if given the chance for one more day I beg you will see me through just one more day and give me the strength to just turn a walk away. bless me father, let me live out my final days, let me please celebrate freedom, wisdom,and truth and true love for you and all this world. let me shout the name of my lord and praise him and celebrate for all to see .he can surely save you because you see he just saved me ...truth and faith go hand and hand and my lord thank you for making me a righteous MAN. amen...amw hallelujah and thank you Jesus and our almighty lord Amen....Amen