(T-Terrifier T-Terrifier)
You walked in like your silence
was some premium shit,
Actin’ like being unavailable
makes you legit.
You confuse being distant
with being deep cute flex,
But baby, I’ve met real men
and you don’t clear the specs.
You fed on my confusion
like that made you powerful
Tried to keep me second-guessing,
tried to make me doubtful.
But I’m not losing sleep
over a boy who can’t commit
You’re not complicated, love,
you’re just full of bullshit.
I’m not your safety net,
not your warm-up, not your fix
Get your half-grown feelings
off my mental mix.
Yeah, you shook me for a second,
but I’m done giving you credit
You don’t get a crown
just ‘cause you treated me pathetic.
Actin’ like Art the Clown,
silent with a big-ass vibe…
But I’m the ringmaster here,
you just clownin’ on the side.
You became my terrifier,
creeping in the corners of my head.
But I’m done shrinking smaller
just to keep your ego fed.
I’m taking back my sunshine,
you don’t get to dim my light
Yeah, you used to be my terrifier,
but I’m the one who wins tonight.
Mmmm mmmm huhhhh
You tried to keep me quiet,
like my confidence was loud
Funny how you crumble
when a woman stands proud.
You wanted me insecure,
’cause it made you feel tall
But now I love myself so hard
you can’t touch me at all.
But I’m stronger in the places
you were terrified to see
Every fear you sparked inside me
grew a brighter part of me.
Actin’ like Art the Clown,
silent with a big ass vibe…
But I’m the ringmaster here,
you just clownin’ on the side.
So take your lazy love,
your excuses, your pride
I’m not carrying dead weight
just to keep you satisfied.
Yeah, I built myself back up,
did it clean, did it right
And now I glow so fucking hard
you can’t handle the light.
Actin’ like Art the Clown,
silent with a big ass vibe…
But I’m the ringmaster here,
you just clownin’ on the side.
You became my terrifier,
creeping in the corners of my head.
But I’m done shrinking smaller
just to keep your ego fed.
I’m taking back my sunshine,
you don’t get to dim my light
Yeah, you used to be my terrifier,
but I’m the one who wins tonight.
Now you watch me from the sidelines
tryna act unbothered,
But I see through your ego
like a cracked ass cover.
You ain’t healed, you ain’t grown,
you just call it “protecting”
Baby, hiding from your feelings
isn’t depth, it’s deflecting.
You became my terrifier,
creeping in the corners of my head.
But I’m done shrinking smaller
just to keep your ego fed.
I’m taking back my sunshine,
you don’t get to dim my light
Yeah, you used to be my terrifier,
but I’m the one who wins tonight.
You became my terrifier,
creeping in the corners of my head.
But I’m done shrinking smaller
just to keep your ego fed.
I’m taking back my sunshine,
you don’t get to dim my light
Yeah, you used to be my terrifier,
but I’m the one who wins tonight.
Actin’ like Art the Clown,
silent with a big-ass vibe…
But I’m the ringmaster here,
you just clownin’ on the side
Mmm mmmmm
(Terrifier)