Terrifier

(T-Terrifier T-Terrifier)

You walked in like your silence

was some premium shit,

Actin’ like being unavailable

makes you legit.

You confuse being distant

with being deep cute flex,

But baby, I’ve met real men

and you don’t clear the specs.

You fed on my confusion

like that made you powerful

Tried to keep me second-guessing,

tried to make me doubtful.

But I’m not losing sleep

over a boy who can’t commit

You’re not complicated, love,

you’re just full of bullshit.

I’m not your safety net,

not your warm-up, not your fix

Get your half-grown feelings

off my mental mix.

Yeah, you shook me for a second,

but I’m done giving you credit

You don’t get a crown

just ‘cause you treated me pathetic.

Actin’ like Art the Clown,

silent with a big-ass vibe…

But I’m the ringmaster here,

you just clownin’ on the side.

You became my terrifier,

creeping in the corners of my head.

But I’m done shrinking smaller

just to keep your ego fed.

I’m taking back my sunshine,

you don’t get to dim my light

Yeah, you used to be my terrifier,

but I’m the one who wins tonight.

Mmmm mmmm huhhhh

You tried to keep me quiet,

like my confidence was loud

Funny how you crumble

when a woman stands proud.

You wanted me insecure,

’cause it made you feel tall

But now I love myself so hard

you can’t touch me at all.

But I’m stronger in the places

you were terrified to see

Every fear you sparked inside me

grew a brighter part of me.

Actin’ like Art the Clown,

silent with a big ass vibe…

But I’m the ringmaster here,

you just clownin’ on the side.

So take your lazy love,

your excuses, your pride

I’m not carrying dead weight

just to keep you satisfied.

Yeah, I built myself back up,

did it clean, did it right

And now I glow so fucking hard

you can’t handle the light.

Actin’ like Art the Clown,

silent with a big ass vibe…

But I’m the ringmaster here,

you just clownin’ on the side.

You became my terrifier,

creeping in the corners of my head.

But I’m done shrinking smaller

just to keep your ego fed.

I’m taking back my sunshine,

you don’t get to dim my light

Yeah, you used to be my terrifier,

but I’m the one who wins tonight.

Now you watch me from the sidelines

tryna act unbothered,

But I see through your ego

like a cracked ass cover.

You ain’t healed, you ain’t grown,

you just call it “protecting”

Baby, hiding from your feelings

isn’t depth, it’s deflecting.

You became my terrifier,

creeping in the corners of my head.

But I’m done shrinking smaller

just to keep your ego fed.

I’m taking back my sunshine,

you don’t get to dim my light

Yeah, you used to be my terrifier,

but I’m the one who wins tonight.

You became my terrifier,

creeping in the corners of my head.

But I’m done shrinking smaller

just to keep your ego fed.

I’m taking back my sunshine,

you don’t get to dim my light

Yeah, you used to be my terrifier,

but I’m the one who wins tonight.

Actin’ like Art the Clown,

silent with a big-ass vibe…

But I’m the ringmaster here,

you just clownin’ on the side

Mmm mmmmm

(Terrifier)