All Because I Liked A Boy

Haven’t slept in days, my body’s shaking,

Stress is in my bones and it’s your fucking making.

Skin breaking out from every lie you told,

Anxiety pulling me down like I’m getting controlled.

Some mornings I can’t swallow,

Some nights I overeat

Either way my stomach’s twisted

Like it’s tying up defeat.

I kept begging for your effort,

You gave nothing but a void

Funny how you call it “love”

When it’s just me being destroyed.

All because I liked a boy

Lost my rhythm, lost my voice

Got me tangled in your noise,

Thinking heartbreak was a choice.

Yeah, all because I liked a boy—

You were honey, you were void.

How’d you break what felt like joy,

All because, all because

I liked a boy.

Hair falling out in handfuls,

You don’t even fucking care.

I was praying you’d choose me

While you barely knew I’m there.

Sick to my stomach every sunrise,

Shaking, curled up on the floor

You kept taking all my softness

’til I couldn’t take no more.

Now I’m staring at the mirror,

Don’t know who the hell I see

’Cause loving you was torture

Disguised as intimacy.

All because I liked a boy

Lost my rhythm, lost my voice.

Got me tangled in your noise,

Thinking heartbreak was a choice.

Yeah, all because I liked a boy

You were honey, you were void.

How’d you break what felt like joy,

All because, all because

I liked a boy.

I gave you all my color,

You drained me to grayscale.

You didn’t want a lover,

Just a girl you knew would fail.

You fed me plastic feelings,

Then acted like I’m wrong

But I rise up from the wreckage,

I get loud and I get strong.

All because I liked a boy

Let you treat me like a toy.

Now I’m done with all your noise,

Taking back my fucking voice.

Yeah, all because I liked a boy

But I won’t sink into your void.

Turn the hurt into my joy,

All because, all because

I liked a boy.