[Intro]
Choke back the scream, the night is my own,
Drowning in shadows, the silence has grown.
[Verse 1]
I’m so fucking alone, it echoes in my brain,
A tidal wave crashing, brought on by his pain.
He fucks up, I swallow, taste the iron on my tongue,
Yet here I stand trembling, wearing scars, unsung.
[Pre-Chorus]
His sorrow is holy, while mine’s a bitter strain,
Why does he recoil? Guess I’ve poisoned the veins.
I didn't choose this, this black hole in my chest,
Yet feeling nothing, cold calm beats a chaotic mess.
[Chorus]
This poison slides down, burns my throat raw,
With every sip I take, I’m breaking the law.
I’m lost in the chaos, blurred lines in the shade,
Fighting for the pieces, before I completely degrade.
[Verse 2]
Knotted roots of anguish, twisted deep in my soul,
I plant them in the memories, digging for control.
But the moments flash by, like a ghost in the mist,
Every scream, every worry, another clenched fist.
[Pre-Chorus]
His pain is a fortress, while mine’s a raging flood,
Why are my screams dismissed, like the quiet of mud?
This aching emptiness feels like a cruel jest,
Yet still, I’m reaching, I’ll battle with the rest.
[Chorus]
This poison slides down, burns my throat raw,
With every sip I take, I’m breaking the law.
I’m lost in the chaos, blurred lines in the shade,
Fighting for the pieces, before I completely degrade.
[Bridge]
A kaleidoscope of hurt, fractured and twisted,
Every breath a struggle, every moment resisted.
But I won’t be silent, this heart still beats loud,
I’ll shatter this darkness, break free from the shroud.
[Chorus]
This poison slides down, burns my throat raw,
With every sip I take, I’m breaking the law.
I’m lost in the chaos, blurred lines in the shade,
Fighting for the pieces, before I completely degrade.
[Outro]
So I choke back the scream, carve it deep in my mind,
Drowning in this yearning, for solace I can't find.
