Swallowed Down

(Verse 1)

I scream inside, "I'm so fucking alone,"

Drowning in thoughts, a world I can't outgrow.

He screws up, I swallow it down,

But when I break, his words tear me apart, no sound.

(Chorus)

Why is his pain a sacred, bleeding thing,

While mine just pisses him off, makes him want to sting?

I didn't choose this, this hollow, empty space,

But feeling nothing is better than this disgrace.

(Verse 2)

This poison burns, I hate the taste, I swear,

But when I'm this lost, it's the only thing that's there.

A blurry, fucked-up world where pain goes numb,

Just trying to breathe, before I come undone.

(Chorus)

Why is his pain a sacred, bleeding thing,

While mine just pisses him off, makes him want to sting?

I didn't choose this, this hollow, empty space,

But feeling nothing is better than this disgrace.

(Bridge)

He screws up, I swallow it down,

But when I break, his words tear me apart, no sound.

Why is his pain a sacred, bleeding thing,

While mine just pisses him off, makes him want to sting?

(Chorus)

Why is his pain a sacred, bleeding thing,

While mine just pisses him off, makes him want to sting?

I didn't choose this, this hollow, empty space,

But feeling nothing is better than this disgrace.

(Outro)

This poison burns, I hate the taste, I swear,

When I'm this lost, it's the only thing that's there.

A blurry, fucked-up world where pain goes numb,

Just trying to breathe, before I come undone.

Before I come undone...

Just trying to breathe...