[Intro]
Yeah…
I ain’t even tired, I’m just… drained
Whole different type of pain
[Hook]
I’m mentally gone, I ain’t sleepin’ at night
Got demons that talk when I turn off the lights
Smile on my face but I’m losin’ the fight
Holdin’ it in, yeah, I’m tired of the fight
I’m mentally gone, yeah I’m runnin’ on low
Too much on my chest but I don’t let it show
Carry the weight, got nowhere to go
I’m still standin’ strong but I’m movin’ too slow
[Verse 1]
Wake up, same stress, yeah the cycle repeat
Mind goin’ crazy but I stay on my feet
Everybody need me, I got nothin’ for me
Pourin’ from a cup that been empty for weeks
Tryna be a man, tryna do what is right
But it’s hard when you fightin’ your thoughts every night
Ain’t nobody see it, I just bury it deep
I been losin’ myself every time that I think
Yeah…
Too many problems, not enough time
Too many feelings, I keep inside
They say “you strong,” yeah I know that line
But even strong people break sometimes
[Hook]
I’m mentally gone, I ain’t sleepin’ at night
Got demons that talk when I turn off the lights
Smile on my face but I’m losin’ the fight
Holdin’ it in, yeah, I’m tired of the fight
I’m mentally gone, yeah I’m runnin’ on low
Too much on my chest but I don’t let it show
Carry the weight, got nowhere to go
I’m still standin’ strong but I’m movin’ too slow
[Verse 2]
Head full of noise but the room stay quiet
Screamin’ in silence, don’t start a riot
Look in the mirror, I barely know me
Just a tired soul actin’ like he okay
Got people dependin’, I can’t fall apart
So I tape up the cracks in my broken heart
Every day feel like I’m playin’ a role
But inside, man, I’m losin’ control
Tryna hold on, but I’m slippin’ grip
Life move fast, I’m just missin’ it
If I stop now, everything might break
So I keep goin’, no matter the weight
[Bridge]
If I say I’m tired, they don’t understand
This ain’t just sleep, this deeper than that
It’s in my soul, yeah it’s in my head
I just need peace but I ain’t found that
[Outro / Hook]
I’m mentally gone… yeah I’m runnin’ on low
Still carry the world but it’s takin’ its toll
If I fall, I don’t know if I’ll stand
But I’m still here doin’ all that I can