Runnin’ on Low

Yeah…

I ain’t even tired, I’m just… drained

Whole different type of pain

I’m mentally gone, I ain’t sleepin’ at night

Got demons that talk when I turn off the lights

Smile on my face but I’m losin’ the fight

Holdin’ it in, yeah, I’m tired of the fight

I’m mentally gone, yeah I’m runnin’ on low

Too much on my chest but I don’t let it show

Carry the weight, got nowhere to go

I’m still standin’ strong but I’m movin’ too slow

Wake up, same stress, yeah the cycle repeat

Mind goin’ crazy but I stay on my feet

Everybody need me, I got nothin’ for me

Pourin’ from a cup that been empty for weeks

Tryna be a man, tryna do what is right

But it’s hard when you fightin’ your thoughts every night

Ain’t nobody see it, I just bury it deep

I been losin’ myself every time that I think

Yeah…

Too many problems, not enough time

Too many feelings, I keep inside

They say “you strong,” yeah I know that line

But even strong people break sometimes

I’m mentally gone, I ain’t sleepin’ at night

Got demons that talk when I turn off the lights

Smile on my face but I’m losin’ the fight

Holdin’ it in, yeah, I’m tired of the fight

I’m mentally gone, yeah I’m runnin’ on low

Too much on my chest but I don’t let it show

Carry the weight, got nowhere to go

I’m still standin’ strong but I’m movin’ too slow

Head full of noise but the room stay quiet

Screamin’ in silence, don’t start a riot

Look in the mirror, I barely know me

Just a tired soul actin’ like he okay

Got people dependin’, I can’t fall apart

So I tape up the cracks in my broken heart

Every day feel like I’m playin’ a role

But inside, man, I’m losin’ control

Tryna hold on, but I’m slippin’ grip

Life move fast, I’m just missin’ it

If I stop now, everything might break

So I keep goin’, no matter the weight

If I say I’m tired, they don’t understand

This ain’t just sleep, this deeper than that

It’s in my soul, yeah it’s in my head

I just need peace but I ain’t found that

I’m mentally gone… yeah I’m runnin’ on low

Still carry the world but it’s takin’ its toll

If I fall, I don’t know if I’ll stand

But I’m still here doin’ all that I can