How did I do this
How did I end up like this
Never liked someone so basic
But I guess i shoulda saw it
All about yourself, prideful in yourself
Changing? Not when we talked
Lie after lie you were too weak to tell
Lie after lie you pushed me to hell
Let’s zoom in a bit to the things you told me
Said I was moving to fast so I ended it there
You tried comeback in a day or two
Drew me in when yoj said you still cared
You Used a knife tried to wipe off the blood
It’s gonna stay so u gotta cover it up
He was the one who made it available for use
But that don’t matter, the one weilding it was you
Blinded by faith, unsuspecting, for u protecting, never giving, you were sitting, never moving spitting, in my food, on my head, at my feet, but hey
Now it’s my time for fame
You never seen something like this, you’ll never comprehend , over your head, he’s the one?
you tucked in his arm, lying to my face, last time im caught disarmed, so alarmed, get in the car, take a drive, listen to my music, cuz unlike u it ain’t subpar,
Comprehension, s amazing, so consuming, never facing, hearts are racing, I’m still hating, your not changing, that’s what im facing, not capable of creating
Something like I do, but how could u, blinded by your self loving, better to be self loathing, at least you’d know how you’ve been treating, and maybe you’d actually have a caring
Heart, which speaking of mine
Still wounded by the hole in the side
Getting bigger every time y’all stay in my sight
I don’t know if I wanna fight or stay up all night
That won’t solve anything
I know it’s not the answers
I’m in a sinking ship and I’m happy I’m going down
Not for nobility, not revenge or cuz I’m angry
Half of me wants to escape the ship but I can’t see land, so I might as well not leave
Goin along with the ship
Mental stability steadily declining
Floors slanting, all I can do but I’m sliding
Do I escape or go down with life, I’m dying
It was just the other day we were drivin to his house
Had all the faith in you, almost had no doubt
He was that one I was always worried about
But I trusted when you said he just a friend, wow
So we kept on going, kept on trying
To create the relationship we were wanting
Or maybe that was just me, we’re you ever really trying?
Guess in hindsight, I was blind, I should’ve saw it comin
Blinded by my faith, you’d stay full of it
At the first sign of another guy, you quit holdin it
I look back, at the black cat, the sign obvious that, you were all I had, that’s why it’s sad, relationship was glass, such a fundamental fact
Yeah your such a traitor, tryin to make a hater, not gonna forget our, thing ended in an hour, they tell me to forget about her, but I wont roll over, I don’t surrender,
too stubborn to be a learner, I’m still a warrior, dropping lines for every hurt, cuz all u did was sit and watch me burn,