Hatred

How did I do this

How did I end up like this

Never liked someone so basic

But I guess i shoulda saw it

All about yourself, prideful in yourself

Changing? Not when we talked

Lie after lie you were too weak to tell

Lie after lie you pushed me to hell

Let’s zoom in a bit to the things you told me

Said I was moving to fast so I ended it there

You tried comeback in a day or two

Drew me in when yoj said you still cared

You Used a knife tried to wipe off the blood

It’s gonna stay so u gotta cover it up

He was the one who made it available for use

But that don’t matter, the one weilding it was you

Blinded by faith, unsuspecting, for u protecting, never giving, you were sitting, never moving spitting, in my food, on my head, at my feet, but hey

Now it’s my time for fame

You never seen something like this, you’ll never comprehend , over your head, he’s the one?

you tucked in his arm, lying to my face, last time im caught disarmed, so alarmed, get in the car, take a drive, listen to my music, cuz unlike u it ain’t subpar,

Comprehension, s amazing, so consuming, never facing, hearts are racing, I’m still hating, your not changing, that’s what im facing, not capable of creating

Something like I do, but how could u, blinded by your self loving, better to be self loathing, at least you’d know how you’ve been treating, and maybe you’d actually have a caring

Heart, which speaking of mine

Still wounded by the hole in the side

Getting bigger every time y’all stay in my sight

I don’t know if I wanna fight or stay up all night

That won’t solve anything

I know it’s not the answers

I’m in a sinking ship and I’m happy I’m going down

Not for nobility, not revenge or cuz I’m angry

Half of me wants to escape the ship but I can’t see land, so I might as well not leave

Goin along with the ship

Mental stability steadily declining

Floors slanting, all I can do but I’m sliding

Do I escape or go down with life, I’m dying

It was just the other day we were drivin to his house

Had all the faith in you, almost had no doubt

He was that one I was always worried about

But I trusted when you said he just a friend, wow

So we kept on going, kept on trying

To create the relationship we were wanting

Or maybe that was just me, we’re you ever really trying?

Guess in hindsight, I was blind, I should’ve saw it comin

Blinded by my faith, you’d stay full of it

At the first sign of another guy, you quit holdin it

I look back, at the black cat, the sign obvious that, you were all I had, that’s why it’s sad, relationship was glass, such a fundamental fact

Yeah your such a traitor, tryin to make a hater, not gonna forget our, thing ended in an hour, they tell me to forget about her, but I wont roll over, I don’t surrender,

too stubborn to be a learner, I’m still a warrior, dropping lines for every hurt, cuz all u did was sit and watch me burn,