Sitting on my bed thinking /about what my life could have been / It’s you that I don’t think can / Ever come back but you do again and again
/ In my brain, it’s getting unrelenting / It was a good thing we had going / thought over you every morning / And the nights we would be calling
/ Because we cared enough to talk to each other / The only thing that we didn’t say was I love y’a / But I did once and it backfired, but I guess it was too soon for y’a
/ Is that what lead to you leavin me? / It felt like it was the end of my candidacy / So I tried to move on by finding somebody else / but I’ll just end up hurting them because they’re not what will help
/ But are you the one I need? that’s the real question / Now would be a good time for some hesitation / Is this a faze and a rash descicion / Or something real and amazing that could grow in
/ To something lasting, something solid / Something that could never be shaken or broken / Can u be the stone the holds me to the rock to keep me from falling? / If you want I’ll do the same because of our relation-
/ Ship, on the sea forever rocking / Through the calm and through the storming / Can we keep it together with each other / Or will we be left alone and splintering
/ When I’m alone I walk through school, work, conditions / Putting emotions up on the shelf / Trying to save time but not saving myself / I gotta get time to get some help
/ I just need to know how you feel about me / I’m praying to God for an answer from him / I want my future with you but would you want me / All I can do is sit here and pray
/ Pray For you to come to me / For you to open up you see / But am I really praying or just hopin / The lines startin to get hazy
/ It’s time I moved to something better / Maybe not better but something greater / I let you become my whole world / And that won’t change if I become a hater
/ It’s time to leave you behind, and settle my eyes / On the one in the sky, who’ll give me advice / The hand on my shoulder when I do cry / Holding my hand while I walk a fine line
/ He’s the one I have to find, every single day if my life / It’s the kind of love that requires action / The kind that we never had yeah / If we did we woulda lasted past any complications
/ Gotta stop thinking bout you, because the more I do the more I remember the good times / Walkin together through that book store, no / Been missin you, no, want you back back, no
/ It’s not gonna happen, gotta shut my brain off / In an impossible situation, not healthy to wait that long / Stop looking both ways just gotta cross / And trust that the one’s lookin out for us all
/ See it’s all about relationships you make / With who and how and what you take / From it all, but I thought someone just yelled my name / Guess it’s my imagination, I guess I just don’t like to wait
/ That just shows how I’m self absorbed / It’s something I’ve been trying to avoid / Hanging on to my one cord /I just avoiding boredom, wasting time over meaningless things
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