Hurting thoughts

Thoughts rlly hurt my brain

So u only google my pain

But it gonna pop up jus the same

Then finally i smoke it down the drain

Pls stop playing these games

Sometimes it feels like i hate myself

So y shoild i care abt my health

This is wat i truly felt

Everything underneath my belt

But i would rather keep it behind myself

I hold my thoughts in the back of my mind

It will jus make it harder to find

Trap it to feel fine

But keeps ticking like its almost out of time