[Verse 1]
Haven’t laughed
From my stomach in a while
Just scroll and stare
At some stranger’s borrowed smile
Coffee’s cold
On the counter
Second day
Keep saying “I’m just tired”
‘Cause it’s easier that way
[Chorus]
I just wanna feel okay
Not amazing
Not on fire
Just breathing in a quiet room
Where my thoughts don’t spin like wires
I just wanna feel okay
Like I used to way back when
I don’t need some perfect version
I just wanna feel like myself again
[Verse 2]
I cancel plans
Then miss the way my friends would tease
Try on clothes
On the floor down on my knees
Call my mom
Let it ring
Then hang it up
I’m scared if I say “help”
It still won’t be enough
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Maybe healing’s
Just dishes in the sink
Answering one text
Drinking water
Trying to sleep
Maybe “someday”
Starts quietly as today
[low vocal register] I’m not all better
But I’m showing up halfway
[Chorus]