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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Sink in the mattress
Phone face down, but it still flashes
Think I know who it is
Think I’d break if I read those fragments
Mom calling, I let it ring
Can’t explain what I can’t name
I’ve been praying to the ceiling
But it just stares back the same
[Chorus]
I’ve been barely holding on
White knuckles on this day
Everybody thinks I’m strong
They don’t see me break
If I say that I’m “all good”
That’s the mask, that’s the play
I’ve been barely holding on
Don’t know how to fade this pain
[Verse 2]
Friends say, “pull up, we outside”
I say “maybe,” then I lie
Stare at the closet like it’s heavy
Can’t even choose what I should wear to survive
Old texts like landmines
Scroll, stop, breathe, rewind
Every “love you” feel like glass now
Cut deep, but I keep them as a shrine
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I don’t want advice
I just need a shoulder that ain’t scared of my silence
I don’t want a fix
I just need someone that can sit inside the violence
If I disappear from your feed
Will you notice I’m gone, or just keep scrolling by me?
[Chorus]
Details
GeneratedDec 28, 2025
Duration2:10
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Sparse, mournful piano over deep, breathing bass and dusty drums; male vocals up close, almost confessional. Verses sit low and conversational with subtle vinyl crackle and distant vocal chops. Chorus swells with stacked harmonies and a simple, aching synth pad, then drops back into intimate, dry-spoken pain for the verses., sad, raw, emotional, hip hop
Credits
Prompt by
CAY_AY_AICH
CAY_AY_AICHModelAria v5
Prompt
I need you vulnerable raw and emotional hip hop sad
