[Intro – clean guitar w/ static ambience]
I don’t wanna feel like this anymore…
Like every mirror shows a ghost I can’t ignore…
[Verse 1 – low cleans]
Wake up with a war inside my chest again
Another night fighting shadows in my head
Every scar’s a reminder I was never enough
Every word cuts deeper when the nights get rough
I bury pain beneath a crooked smile
But the weight keeps dragging me another mile
I’m sick of drowning in the same mistakes
Sick of feeling my own mind decay
[Pre-Chorus – building tension]
The voices crawl beneath my skin
They whisper, “You’ll never win”
And every breath feels counterfeit
Like I was born just to suffer in it
[Chorus – huge melodic hook + screams]
I DON’T WANNA FEEL LIKE THIS ANYMORE!
Worthless on the floor while the demons wage war!
Poison on my brain, venom in my veins
I keep screaming out but nobody changed
Save me from myself tonight
Before the darkness steals my life
I’m fading fast, can’t find the light
I DON’T WANNA FEEL LIKE THIS!
[Verse 2 – heavier guitars]
Every memory hits like broken glass
A thousand failures buried in my past
I tried to numb it, tried to let it die
But the monster keeps feeding every time I hide
I’m exhausted from carrying this hell
Convincing everyone that I’m doing well
But inside I’m hanging by a thread
One bad night from the edge again
[Breakdown – screamed]
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
I CAN’T ESCAPE THE NOISE!
EVERY THOUGHT’S A FUNERAL
EVERY BREATH DESTROYS!
Poison…
Poison on my brain…
[Bridge – soft clean vocals]
If there’s a piece of me still alive
Pull me from the wreckage tonight
I swear I’m trying not to disappear
But the silence is all I hear
[Final Chorus – layered screams + cleans]
I DON’T WANNA FEEL LIKE THIS ANYMORE!
Broken to the core while the demons take control!
Poison on my brain, venom in my soul
I’m still fighting just to not let go!
Save me from myself tonight
Before the darkness kills the light
If hope still lives then let it rise—
I DON’T WANNA FEEL LIKE THIS…
ANYMORE.
