[Verse 1]
Plastic bracelets on my wrist
Stickers on my beat-up flip phone
Laughing at a language
That used to feel like home
Running down a dusty street
Grass stains on my knees
We shared secrets in a circle
Swore we'd never lose the key
[Chorus]
Can I go back to when I was a kid
Different flag over my head
But we didn't care what it meant
We just linked our arms instead
I was innocent, I was messy
I was loud, I was believed
Can I go back to that playground
Where my friends were real to me
'Cause here I'm breathing, barely living
Numb and quiet, out of reach
Can I go back to when I was a kid
Before I had to leave
[Verse 2]
Now I scroll through faded faces
Time zones like a brick wall
Type a message, then erase it
Guess they learned to live at all
I learned how to keep it surface
Smile polite and never crack
Every joke here feels rehearsed and
Every laugh just echoes back
[Chorus]
Can I go back to when I was a kid
Different flag over my head
But we didn't care what it meant
We just linked our arms instead
I was innocent, I was messy
I was loud, I was believed
Can I go back to that playground
Where my friends were real to me
'Cause here I'm breathing, barely living
Numb and quiet, out of reach
Can I go back to when I was a kid
Before I had to leave
[Bridge]
If I close my eyes I hear them
Calling out my old nickname (hey!)
I can almost feel their hands
Pull me back into the game
Then the bell rings in this life
And I'm walking home alone
Different streets and different sky
Same ache, same ghost of home
[Chorus]
Can I go back to when I was a kid
Different flag over my head
Chasing buses, sharing headphones
Saying "friends 'til we are dead"
I was innocent, I was honest
I was loud, I was believed
Can I go back to that playground
Where my heart learned how to beat
'Cause here I'm breathing, barely living
Frozen far from who I mean
Can I go back to when I was a kid
Back to who I used to be