[Verse 1]
I left my cup by the bed
It’s gone cold again
My phone face-down on the floor
I don’t want your “hey” right now
Too many feet in my space
Too many hands on my air
I count the cracks in the wall
Like they might take me somewhere
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m already spent
Don’t ask for more
Every voice gets loud
At my bedroom door
I pull the sheet up high
Like armor on my skin
If the world keeps knocking
I’m not letting it in
[Chorus]
I’d rather rot in bed
Rot in bed, rot in bed
I’m too tired for your steps
Too tired for your friends
I’d rather rot in bed
Rot in bed, rot in bed
When the room gets too loud
I just disappear again
(again)
(again)
[Verse 2]
Your words hit sharp, then flat
Like chalk on a tray
Scraping right through my head
Till I look away
I am not being rude
I’m just all used up
Every “just come out” feels
Like a cup too full to touch
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m already spent
Don’t ask for more
Every voice gets loud
At my bedroom door
I pull the sheet up high
Like armor on my skin
If the world keeps knocking
I’m not letting it in
[Chorus]
I’d rather rot in bed
Rot in bed, rot in bed
I’m too tired for your steps
Too tired for your friends
I’d rather rot in bed
Rot in bed, rot in bed
When the room gets too loud
I just disappear again
(again)
(again)
[Bridge]
Let me be a ghost today
Let me keep my shape
I can’t hold a smile for you
I can’t fake okay
If I’m curled up in the dark
That’s where I can breathe
Don’t call it giving up
If it’s what I need
[Final Chorus]
I’d rather rot in bed
Rot in bed, rot in bed
I’m too tired for your steps
Too tired for your friends
I’d rather rot in bed
Rot in bed, rot in bed
When the room gets too loud
I just disappear again
(again)
(again)