[Intro]
Yeah…
3AM thoughts…
Nobody hears this part…
[Verse 1]
Eyes wide open but I don’t feel awake,
Heart keep beatin’ but it feelin’ fake,
Carryin’ weight that my soul can’t take,
Every smile just another mistake.
Room too quiet, mind too loud,
Lost in pain inside a crowd,
Screamin’ help but not out loud,
Wear my trauma like a hidden shroud.
Memories cut like shattered glass,
Tryna outrun but the past too fast,
Every good moment never lasts,
Hope feel distant… fade to black.
[Hook]
Dark thoughts sittin’ in the passenger seat,
Tellin’ me I’m just another defeat,
Heartbeat heavy, fallin’ off beat,
Fightin’ myself every time I breathe.
I ain’t scared of dyin’, just tired of pain,
Tired of losin’ every war in my brain,
Still holdin’ on through the pouring rain,
Hopin’ one day I feel okay again.
[Verse 2]
Look in the mirror — who is that face?
Someone lost without a place,
Runnin’ circles in the same old race,
Tryna find peace but I can’t keep pace.
Tears fall slow when nobody see,
Conversations just me and me,
Wishin’ someone understood the plea,
But silence feel like destiny.
[Outro]
If pain wrote music…
This would bleed.
[Intro]
Yeah…
No fake talk.
This the side nobody posts.
[Verse 1]
Walk with rage, got scars I hide,
Demons ridin’ on the passenger side,
Street taught me never cry,
So I bottle pain till it multiply.
Cold nights, no peace, no rest,
Heavy chest like a bulletproof vest,
World throw shots, I take that test,
Still stand tall while I feel depressed.
Trust broke down, circle got small,
Friends disappear when you start to fall,
Smile outside but inside I crawl,
Mind in a cage like prison walls.
[Hook]
War inside, yeah I battle daily,
Life move fast but my thoughts move crazy,
World go numb, vision get hazy,
Still stand strong — pain don’t break me.
War inside but I won’t fold,
Heart stay cracked but my soul stay bold,
Story unfinished, chapters untold,
Survivin’ alone made my spirit cold.
[Verse 2]
Seen dark roads most won’t walk,
Heard death whisper when demons talk,
But I keep movin’, chalk after chalk,
Every step proof I beat that dark.
Raised by struggle, built by scars,
Dreams feel distant like broken stars,
Still push forward through mental wars,
Tryna find light behind these bars.
[Outro]
Yeah…
Some battles invisible…
But warriors still breathe.
BKNova
