Every cut, every scar—yeah, they built me too fast.
Mirror shows a stranger, I can’t recognize,
All I see is distortion, drowning in the lies.
Counting the pills like they’re pieces of me,
Chasing a high just to set myself free.
But the echoes keep calling, they whisper my name,
Telling me nothing will ever change.
But I don’t wanna live like this,
Fading out in a cold abyss.
Sick of the war inside my mind,
Wishing I could love what’s mine.
Tired of drowning just to breathe,
Someone save what’s left of me.
Body’s a prison, I fight to escape,
Every flaw is a curse, every inch, every shape.
The glass shows a ghost staring back in defeat,
No matter how I change, I’ll never be complete.
Counting the pills like they’re pieces of me,
Chasing a high just to set myself free.
But the echoes keep calling, they whisper my name,
Telling me nothing will ever change.
But I don’t wanna live like this,
Fading out in a cold abyss.
Sick of the war inside my mind,
Wishing I could love what’s mine.
Tired of drowning just to breathe,
Someone save what’s left of me.
If I scream into the silence, will the darkness fade?
If I reach out for the light, will it be too late?
I don’t wanna disappear, but I don’t know how to stay,
Tell me I’m more than my pain.
Maybe someday I’ll learn to heal,
Maybe someday I’ll start to feel.
But for now, I’ll sing this song,
Hoping I can hold on.