i fell in love with you
and you left me in the dust
you broke me into pieces
i fell into tears
i couldn’t eat or sleep
my brain couldn’t delete every memory we shared
it tore me apart and i thought you loved me
but i loved you in ways you could never love me
it was hard to remember the things we have shared don’t leave me id plead but you did either way
maybe you’d come back and we’d be stronger than before but every time i tried you’d always disappear again
you bashed me in harsh words
you call me names and leave me again and again
you didn’t share love with me, you showed me your hate
i thought you loved me in the way i did you but it turned out to be black and blue.
i shared a bond with you i never did with anyone else
and sometimes i can’t stand it
because the way i think to myself
i thought at one point id be free because everyone would tell me i would be
it hurt to let you go and i still am starting to believe that i can find someone else who will finally love me for me
you still hurt me and i haven’t fully let you go but i’ve accepted that you never loved me the way i loved you