[Verse]
Wings clipped, halo dim, walkin’ the line
Heart heavy, thoughts dirty, but I’m tryin’ to shine
Between devilish whispers, angelic calls
On a tightrope, dancin’, afraid to fall
[Prechorus]
Got my baggage in a broken cart
Receipts of sins, but I kept the heart
[Chorus]
Heaven on layaway, I’m payin’ in tears
Not ready for flames, not built for the sears
Try to be good, though I’m flawed in my shell
I’m not holy, just hopin’ for heaven, not hell
[Verse 2]
Tried to play saint, but the mask slipped quick
Temptations pull me like a magnet stick
Feet in the clouds, head near the dirt
Prayers on my tongue, but my curses flirt
[Prechorus]
Tug-of-war between grace and sin
If heaven’s a door, let me sneak in
[Chorus]
Heaven on layaway, I’m payin’ in tears
Not ready for flames, not built for the sears
Try to be good, though I’m flawed in my shell
I’m not holy, just hopin’ for heaven, not hell