Numb
Can’t feel a thing
Numb
Only feeling in my brain
Numb
Marching in the death parade
Numb
Dealing with all the pain
Am I a joke? Or am I fuck up?
I don’t know gonna find out
So I should buckle up
And prepare to die,
Don’t know if I can survive
Someone help me this time
Feels like I’m losing my mind
Over and over again
I’m cornered and can’t get out
I try and try and try but never gets enough
Feels like I’m the embodiment of emptiness
Where the love and support go?
All I hear is hatred and disappointment
Someone lay me to rest
I won’t get up
Feels motionless
Like it’s lucid
If it is then I’m stupid
Fell for the biggest trick
Pulled by Cupid
In my head I’m on my knees
Arms laid out waiting for peace
Now there’s a blade in my back
Demons came out ready to attack
Damage from my past
Coming up like a trauma heart attack
I tell people get back
And to leave me alone
I’m venom and my demons are knull
Seems like that knife was too damn dull
My heartstrings, you pull
Making me thing you were cool
Thinking you make me drool
You think your fit to rule
But im the king of misery
No one can compare to me
Numb
Can’t feel a thing
Numb
Only feeling in my brain
Numb
Marching in the death parade
Numb
Dealing with all the pain
And I never regain my memories
They flash so vividly
Losing my own sanity
To be by your side
But I don’t know if I can continue to bring myself down