Numb

Numb

Can’t feel a thing

Numb

Only feeling in my brain

Numb

Marching in the death parade

Numb

Dealing with all the pain

Am I a joke? Or am I fuck up?

I don’t know gonna find out

So I should buckle up

And prepare to die,

Don’t know if I can survive

Someone help me this time

Feels like I’m losing my mind

Over and over again

I’m cornered and can’t get out

I try and try and try but never gets enough

Feels like I’m the embodiment of emptiness

Where the love and support go?

All I hear is hatred and disappointment

Someone lay me to rest

I won’t get up

Feels motionless

Like it’s lucid

If it is then I’m stupid

Fell for the biggest trick

Pulled by Cupid

In my head I’m on my knees

Arms laid out waiting for peace

Now there’s a blade in my back

Demons came out ready to attack

Damage from my past

Coming up like a trauma heart attack

I tell people get back

And to leave me alone

I’m venom and my demons are knull

Seems like that knife was too damn dull

My heartstrings, you pull

Making me thing you were cool

Thinking you make me drool

You think your fit to rule

But im the king of misery

No one can compare to me

Numb

Can’t feel a thing

Numb

Only feeling in my brain

Numb

Marching in the death parade

Numb

Dealing with all the pain

And I never regain my memories

They flash so vividly

Losing my own sanity

To be by your side

But I don’t know if I can continue to bring myself down