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🎧 [Intro – Distant Heartbeat FX + Melancholy Chord Loop]
(Spoken softly):
"You hurt me, but I miss it… and that’s the part that scares me."
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🎤 [Verse 1 – Melodic Rap with Echo FX]
🎵
Cravin’ your chaos like a hit I need
Told myself I’m done — then I still bleed
You the ghost in my lungs when I breathe
Even pain feel better than peace
Tried cold turkey, but I relapse fast
Miss the way your silence cut like glass
Even your lies had a certain taste
Now I’m fiendin’ just to feel replaced
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🎤 [Chorus – Sung, Ambient Harmony Layers]
🎵
I’m addicted to the ache
Can’t tell love from a heartbreak
Holdin' tight to what breaks me down
Your absence still make me drown
I’m addicted to the ache
Chasin’ tears I shouldn’t chase
Call it toxic, call it fake
But I need you… just to break
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🎤 [Verse 2 – Rap with Dragged-Beat Delivery]
🎵
Don’t want you back — I want the rush
The fire, the scream, the twisted hush
We was wild, but it felt like home
Now I'm cold with your name in my phone
Blocked you twice, still check your page
Love turned war, now I love the rage
Hurt me sweet, that’s your game
But I still whisper your name in shame
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🎤 [Bridge – Whispered Harmony, Echo FX]
🎵
Your pain my peace, your touch my chain
I only breathe when I feel that strain
It ain’t right — I know the cost
But even healed, I’d miss what’s lost
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🎤 [Final Chorus – Full Stack Vocals, Melodic Breakdown]
🎵
I’m addicted to the ache
To the fire you always fake
Every cut was laced with thrill
I miss you… and I miss the kill
I’m addicted to the ache
Even when my hands still shake
Could’ve left, but I still wait
Guess I need you…
Just to break
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🎤 [Outro – Soft Synth Fade + Faint Breathing]
(Spoken fading):
"I don’t love you. I just can’t stop needing the way you destroy me."
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