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Happiness and positivity is what I bring. 

Loyalty, honesty, respect, and love is what dwells in me. 

Peace and harmony is what I try to have 

But with you Im starting to feel nothing but despair .

Fussing and fighting is what fills our days.

Angry looks and hurtful words that cuts like blades.

The silence may be the worst part.

I hold shit in, and not be myself,

Just to spare your heart.

 I often wonder “why am I holding on to you”? 

You make me feel like shit whenever I try to get close to you.

This isn’t what I want 

and I believe you feel the same way too.

We move too fast, now I feel like I don’t know what to do.

When you told me you loved me I was shocked and happy too.

All humans want love,

I was just surprised those words came from you..

Because at times, I feel that you want to be with somebody else. 

I know this

because I can feel it in you touch.

And in your meaningless peck kisses and passionless sex. 

It screams “I desire my ex”.

Your angry and frustrated!

and take all that bitterness out on me. 

Your full of negativity and chaos 

And that’s just not me. 

I feel that you will be happy with someone else...

You won!!! 

I give up, 

I don’t like this new me.

You stole my light and now I barley recognize me. 😢