Lose it

**Verse 1:**

I had it all, thought I was in control,

Life was good, but I was digging a hole.

The pressure came, and I couldn’t hold tight,

Tried to escape, to numb the nights.

First it was casual, just to ease the pain,

But it caught me quick, like a runaway train.

I lost myself, but I didn’t see it then,

Just a way to cope, just a way to pretend.

**Pre-Chorus:**

Now the nights are long, and the days don’t feel right,

I keep chasing the high, just to survive the fight.

I gave it all up, let the addiction take hold,

Now I’m losing everything, bit by bit, piece by piece, I fold.

**Chorus:**

I lost everything to this pull inside,

A never-ending hunger that I couldn’t hide.

My soul’s in the flames, but I still chase the fire,

I lost everything, now I’m drowning in desire.

**Verse 2:**

The money’s gone, so are my friends,

The lies came easy, but they don’t make amends.

I pushed everyone away, just to feed the beast,

Now I’m left with nothing, no peace, no release.

I used to dream, I used to care,

But now I’m stuck in this nightmare, nowhere.

I’m empty inside, but I can’t let go,

Chasing that feeling, but it never lets me show.

**Pre-Chorus:**

Now the nights are long, and the days don’t feel right,

I keep chasing the high, just to survive the fight.

I gave it all up, let the addiction take hold,

Now I’m losing everything, bit by bit, piece by piece, I fold.

**Chorus:**

I lost everything to this pull inside,

A never-ending hunger that I couldn’t hide.

My soul’s in the flames, but I still chase the fire,

I lost everything, now I’m drowning in desire.

**Bridge:**

I look in the mirror, but I don’t know who I see,

A shell of a man who’s been stripped to debris.

The faces I once knew, now they’re all ghosts,

I’m stuck in this fight, but I’m losing the most.

I begged for a way out, but the chains are too tight,

I’m chasing the darkness, I’m losing the light.

I lost it all—my love, my pride, my friends,

Now I’m just praying, hoping for this to end.

**Chorus:**

I lost everything to this pull inside,

A never-ending hunger that I couldn’t hide.

My soul’s in the flames, but I still chase the fire,

I lost everything, now I’m drowning in desire.

**Outro:**

I lost everything, and I’m stuck in this game,

Chasing the high, but I’m drowning in shame.

I’m reaching for help, but I can’t find the door,

I lost everything, and now I’m wanting more.