Saddest song

Saddest song I wrote thought I had hope sometimes I just don't know no more then I've been told cruising down the back roads with a gleam in my eye a 9mm in my hand thinking everybody against me so I keep this gun in my hand I've been stuck in the streets more then I can count so don't think I'm weak don't let ur contraceptive of me be cheap niggas be weak all in they feeling been on these drugs longer then I can remember had to get away from it all been clean since November, TDCJ was a lesson learned a broken road that I had to come to terms with wife let and the ties were burned with no love to show back never trust a hoe since she left all I wanted was her love but she wanted other niggas, fool me two times fuck the peace sighn fool me three times shame on me for not seeing it ahead of time knew she was gonna leave but I felt she was gonna stay broken promises shit never changed. Saddest song I wrote