[Verse 1]
I wore that face like proof
Kept my hands in my coat
Said, "I'm fine," real smooth
While my chest sank low
Smiled at the wrong times
Laughed when I should cry
You read through the lines
I still tried to lie
[Pre-Chorus]
I kept the door shut tight
Kept the dark inside
But the quiet got loud
And it wouldn't hide
[Chorus]
I was not okay
I was not okay
Say it to my face
I was not okay
I kept pretending
Kept pretending
But the truth won't stay
I was not okay
[Verse 2]
Left my phone face down
Stopped answering calls
Sat with the room so still
And the walls felt small
You asked if I needed you
I said, "I'm good, don't wait"
But I was breaking slow
Behind that perfect take
[Pre-Chorus]
I kept the door shut tight
Kept the dark inside
But the quiet got loud
And it wouldn't hide
[Chorus]
I was not okay
I was not okay
Say it to my face
I was not okay
I kept pretending
Kept pretending
But the truth won't stay
I was not okay
[Bridge]
No more paper smile
No more saving face
If you see me fall
Don't look away
I don't need a speech
I don't need a lie
Just stay right here
While I try
[Final Chorus]
I was not okay
I was not okay
Say it to my face
I was not okay
I kept pretending
Kept pretending
But the truth won't stay
I was not okay
I was not okay
I was not okay
And that was me
Being honest for once