(Hook) I’m losin’ my mind and it’s gettin’ violent Screams in my skull but my mouth stay silent They say I don’t care — that’s a lie they sell I’ve been fightin’ my own private hell Don’t wanna be here but I’m still alive Every day they push, try to split, divide One breath from the edge, yeah I walk that line I don't know how much i can take this time. (Verse 1) Desk lamp glow and the house dead quiet Head so loud I just wanna riot Bills like bricks stackin’ up on my chest World on my back, no time to rest They say I’m distant, say I don’t feel Like I ain’t bleedin’ tryin’ to make this real Every talk turn war, every word a blade Every ounce of effort just slowly fade I’m the villain in a story I ain’t even write Fightin’ for my family every single night Keep my tears low, let ‘em hit the floor Wipe ‘em quick — can’t afford no more Feel my sanity crack in waves Still dig deep like I’m buildin’ graves They push and they pull till I split inside But I swallow the storm and let it ride (Hook) (Verse 2) Wake up tired like I never slept Promises made that I never kept Not ‘cause I’m heartless — I’m overloaded Every emotion corroded, exploded “You don’t care” still echo in loops While I’m breakin’ my back just holdin’ the roof Overtime shifts, overtime pain Overtime tryna stay sane Everybody quick just to pick my flaws Nobody see what this pressure costs I ain’t perfect, I know that’s fact But I never once turned my back Nights at the desk with my face in my hands Tryna figure out how much more I can stand I ask myself how much more I can bend Before the man in the mirror don’t know me again (Hook) (Verse 3) I’m tired of actin’ like I’m made of steel Truth is I don’t even know what I feel Just pressure in my chest, static in my brain Tryna scream but I just swallow pain They don’t see the cracks behind my eyes Or the nights I sit there and just cry They don’t hear me beg God for a sign Or ask how much longer I got in this fight I don’t wanna die… I just want peace Want the noise in my head to cease Want one day where I don’t feel wrong Want the strength just to hold on strong ‘Cause if I fall, who teaches my sons? If I break, what have I done? I’m hangin’ by threads, barely breathin’ in— Please… don’t let me break… not again… (Hook)(repeat/fade out)

dont let me break