I was just a game

Scott you said you would never lie or cheat. Damn, you did both fucking hurts I love you so much. I would lay down my whole life for you. All you did was blame me for a fool gaslight manipulate make me think I was crazy. Tell me I didn’t see what I seen God what the fuck thank you for ripping my heart out. What is your plan because I know how much I love you and we have our fights and separate. I never thought about getting on somebody or under nobody because I still loved you and you all I wanted it’s faded the last times we’ve touched. I feel like you’re not even there. You didn’t want to be there but again you faked and lied along. I know you’ve been with so many women since we’ve been together every time you’re sexual position changed I knew never want to be a freak with me, but you’re a freak with somebody and it should’ve been me .you couldnt be freaky with me. You didn’t care how I felt . You didn’t care when I cried . You only cared about drugs, alcohol, and sex with others are playing house whatever you did push me to the side like I was nothing and that’s what you’ve done to me the past three years beyond anyone I would put up with and quit with your lies, boy why can’t you be truthful? Why can’t you be truthful ? How can you look me in my eye and lie to me? I don’t know what kind of secret life you live or what you do. So much to forever I wish id fall asleep forever.