I fucking love

Filtered glow on my skin tonight

Count my heartbeats, don’t ask why

One more rise in the room

One more blink, then boom

(boom)

Arps keep climbing, keep climbing

I got the little white ghosts in a line

Pocket full, I’m doing just fine

Tongue tastes sharp, then it melts away

I tell myself I’m not gonna stay

But the floor turns soft when I move like this

Every bad thought gets a goodbye kiss

I chase that glitter in a paper fold

It hits my chest, then it bites cold

(take it down)

I know the wreck, I know the price

Still I reach for the same damn vice

Hands up, I’m already gone

Red to blue, then the break comes on

Hold me tight, then let me spin

If I go hard, let me go in

(again)

Closer now, I’m losing my name

One bright spark and I’m back in the flame

I fucking love drugs

Pills, lines, bumps

I fucking love drugs

Tell me I’m too much

I fucking love drugs

Pills, lines, bumps

I fucking love drugs

Till my head goes numb

(love drugs)

(love drugs)

Mirror face with a crooked grin

Same old spiral, let me in

I’m at the edge with a velvet stare

Dancing like I don’t have a care

But my phone lights up and I flinch inside

Moments like this don’t stay alive

The night gets loud when the guilt comes near

So I sing it out to drown that fear

(one more)

I want the rush, I want the bite

I want the pulse to steal the night

Hands up, I’m already gone

Red to blue, then the break comes on

Hold me tight, then let me spin

If I go hard, let me go in

(again)

Closer now, I’m losing my name

One bright spark and I’m back in the flame

I fucking love drugs

Pills, lines, bumps

I fucking love drugs

Tell me I’m too much

I fucking love drugs

Pills, lines, bumps

I fucking love drugs

Till my head goes numb

(love drugs)

(love drugs)

Now the room feels far away

Cold blue hour in the afterglow haze

I hear my breath like a warning sign

But I still reach when the bass rewinds

One more step, then the light gets thin

One more lie and I’m back again

(back again)

(back again)

I fucking love drugs

Pills, lines, bumps

I fucking love drugs

Tell me I’m too much

I fucking love drugs

Pills, lines, bumps

I fucking love drugs

Till my head goes numb

(love drugs)

(love drugs)

(Till my head goes numb)